I want to ask you to kiss me. Ask you to wet the surface of my lips Come closer to my body Guide my hand though strands of hair Unkept jungles, peaks and arches I want to map out the constellation of your mind So that when I sail throught your sorrows I will always know how to find you If I could build us a home I would Trace blueprints form your bones. Sketches of your soul. Become practiced and skilled with you Know every versant hill every arch, vally and peak I barely sleep with you in mind Blood boiling beneath my chest Like multen lava slithering it's way down the front of my body Keeping my extremities warm and conflicted Like a Crucible in my heart Flames strong enought to suite me into battle protect myself from the pain of not being with you Convinced rest will only come when I see you again How dizzy-drunk with desire I have become Poisoned and burned by lust and unwelcome adoration Breathless in its devotion for you Seeking to be there as you walk by An umbra to gaze into Unmistakably perfumed as you A shadow to your shadow Palm to my palm Finger painting peaks and arches, Twisted angles and curves Rising to feel the grip of my body reach around yours Squeezing inward. As if you were always falling away. I would never let you go. Kissing the soft arch of my back Purlicues full with the weighted nature of both of my breasts If I could just ask you to kiss me.